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Aug. 17th, 2012

Today I emailed the film studies honours coordinator (and my favourite lecturer) about returning to uni next year.

THE WHEELS ARE IN MOTION, PEOPLE

OH AND ALSO

Because there are ppl here who may appreciate this:

I saw Paul Wesley at the Lourve ~~~

I was more amused than excited but texted my cousin (and tvd watchin buddy) when it happened and she rang me all the way from Aus on a prepaid mobile to squeal at me. It was a happy time. :D (I MISS MY FAMILY)

HELLO LONDON

I'm going to be worse possible type of tourist and do nothing proper cultural the whole one night I'm here. Am currently sitting in a pub bludging free wifi (which STILL won't let me dl the spn final, btw, I am doomed to never see this episode) waiting for a movie to start in the cinema across the road, and tomorrow I'm going shopping.

I've decided that stuff it, after nearly three weeks of seeing amazing old culture and history and art, I'm gonna spend my last day doing new London: shops and watching the bbc and wandering around! 

I've had the most amazing trip (Rome, Florence, Italian Riviera, French Riviera, Nice, Monaco, Barcelona, Madrid, Paris, oh my!), and even though I wish I could have a proper visit in London I am out of money and am SO excited to be going home tomorrow. 

Imma print all my photos and give my family all their gifts and go back into my life happier and more lived than before. 

Still wish I could watch the latest spn though.

Mar. 25th, 2012

YOU KNOW HOW SOMETIMES YOU'RE GOING THROUGH YOUR GIFS FOLDER

WHILE WATCHING WHAT IS AND WHAT NEVER SHOULD BE

SO WHILE WHIMPERING BECAUSE DEAN JUST LOVES HIS MAMA SO MUCH AND HE NEVER HAD A LIFE, NOT A REAL ONE AND IT'S NOT FAIR HE SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO SAVE EVERYONE HE DESERVED SO MUCH MORE

YOU LOOK DOWN AND SEE THIS




AND LAUGH YOUR FACE OFF

WHILE MID CRY

AND WONDER IF THOSE TWO MIDORIS HAVE HAD SOME EFFECT OR IF IT IS ACTUALLY POSSIBLE TO BE DRUNK FROM SPN

AND THEN DECIDE YOU DON'T CARE CAUSE HEY THERE'S MORE SPN ON

:DDDDDD

oh god this rewatching everything thing is going to kill me
also god i love mary winchester; show we need more mary. i don't care if she's dead she's the greatest

Mar. 23rd, 2012

Reeeeeeeeeally what to see what these apparently fake but amazing SPN spoilers are but am worried that they'll turn out to be true or still somehow spoil the episode for me regardless. ARAGH WHAT TO DOOOO

In other news I've been catching bits of misfits the last few fridays and it seems really good. Need to see if the dvd shop has it.

Watched Tennant's last DW episode on tv again today and OH GOD so many feelings. An assembly line of every DW character I ever loved marched out to break my heart a million times in the span of 15 minutes.

Also, i now have an extra day at work each week, and will be the ONLY designer there. TERRIFIED I AM NOT READY FOR THIS OH GOD WHO MAKES SOMEONE HEAD DESIGNER WHEN THEY HAVE LESS THAN A YEAR'S EXPERIENCE AND IS STILL STUDYING AND IS A NERVOUS WRECK EVERY TIME SHE ENTERS THE BUILDING BECAUSE SHE CAN'T COPE WITH SO MUCH DISORGANISATION AND SO LITTLE NATURAL LIGHT GOD I AM FREAKING OUT.

But! I've decided I'm going to make the best of it, consciously make the effort to be more confident and calm, and make the little changes needed to make the artroom run better with me as the principle user, regardless of how my half-mad boss has done things for the past 35 years. Still shitting myself but gonna try, and at least I get a bit more money each week. :/

OH OH AND: MY PASSPORT CAME TODAYYYYYYYY! EUROPE IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING YESSSSSSS. And it's a shiney new passport design with pictures all through it so if I get homesick I can just look at it and go OH GUMTREES AND EMUS IT'S LIKE I NEVER LEFT.

Wrote a thing for the local paper today. the old movie theatre facade is being restored in town, so I wrote a thing about some of my favourite really old movies. Gosh it felt great to be writing about film again; I really need to get this blog thing happening.

I MISS UNI SO MUCH IT HURTS. I AM SO GOING BACK FOR HONOURS NEXT YEAR. 

  

And now, a facebook rant

(lol at the first post I've made in ages being about a completely different social media site, but fuck it I can't do it there can I?)

Can it please be accepted that, if I have selected "not available to chat" then I am - and here I'd like to point out the ridiculousness of me needing to say this at all - NOT FUCKING AVAILABLE TO CHAT.

And indeed, if I NEVER, AT ANY TIME, AT ALL, EVER have "available to chat" selected, is it really so much to expect people to draw the conclusion that I, and here's the key point in all of this, NEVER WANT TO FUCKING CHAT.


Wah wah wah i have a lot to say apparentlyCollapse )

 
And this, it occurs to me, is probably why I'm so bad at maintaining meaningful friendships. "GO AWAY WITH YOUR WANTING MY COMPANY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU I REFUSE TO MAKE TALKING TO ME EASY" is prob not helpful.
I have two weeks to do about 17 assessments.

This is on top of my two jobs (one of which is only three days a week and the other of which is incredibly flexible - thank god), helping organise my sister's 18th, feeding my parents' pets while they're in NZ, going to two family parties, and helping my grandma sort out her phone/internet.

If anyone else asks me to do anything for them I will actually die.

I never want to get off this couch again. Maybe I could throw it all in and just live on the couch. Get one of the random neighbourhood kids who are always walking past to bring me food occasionally. It could work.

I so can't wait for this study block to be over. I miss not having anything to do.

Pointless study break!

I really don't get how people can call their Tumblrs blogs. I mean, okay if it's a themed one, that's cool. But when it's basically a collection of caps and half conversations and reblogs (not that there's not a place for that), calling it a blog, something which implies some sort of theme or structure or thought, it's kind of a misnomer, isn't it?

Also uuuugh Bright Eyes just came up on itunes. When I don't drive I don't listen to music much but when I do I listen to them every day and oh oh oh how I have missed you these last few weeks, Connor.

D:

The gifs have stopped moving.

All the gifs, on the entire internet.

I thought it was weird that so many people were posting images instead of gifs, but then I realised.

I... am going to have to troubleshoot before the pain of loss becomes too much to bear.

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